The crippled pa-pillion

Forsaken

A shroud of silence takes over as though the heart has forsaken it's rhythmic dance. The streets stand damp & darkness stains it miserable. Cold barren hands I warm against myself gazing at the nothingness around me. How empty is my world without you or your demons to keep me alive!

I call upon your devils to return in vain, expecting nothing within my expectations. The stars glisten as the winds howl. Everything stands in it's place except I. Once broken from the root of my soul, stranded I am like a leaf blown away.

Dipsomaniac

You are a companion like Alcohol
Bitter to swallow, but numbing to the senses
Your deceitful comfort lets me drown into intoxication
And the seduction enslaves to addiction,
You are but poison that's killing me slowly-destroying me inside-out. 

Pieces on Fire

Here are the pieces of my heart
Broken & set ablazed for you
Hope they scald your skin the way you burnt my soul!

Futuristic thoughts

Depression is not a mental illness. It is simply the manifestation of 'failure to self-actualise' by attaching importance to external agendas that ultimately collapse.

The Shake

The Universe calls us to the truth every now & then.
It is upto us to acknowledge that awakening or return to our slumber.

Frozen

Days pass but not empty of your thought

Your accustomed winter chills my blood

Freezing the snow covered chambers of this heart

Your pain like smoke chokes my breath

Your unceasing darkness clouding & drowning me under to an unseen world

The bleeding scars reminisce a rose rend by it's own thorn

See that blood sweep over the sheath of my love?

I now carry it's stain, the very substance of your life!

Kiss me so I can live, or kill me so I can die,

Leave me not in this misery of owning you & possessing nothing.

(18-10-12)

The Flame

There's a fire within me that's hotter than any flame outside.
Shall I fear the burn when this flesh has no sensation left!

Seductively Bound

Tears of blood fall into dry desert where poisoned flowers grow.
Grows thereon a fruit That entices with it's ripeness & ensnares with a promise.
The flavor stirs an insatiable hunger gently incurring a venomous death.
Lost control & Fallen like a feather into my world, of shadows & dreams.
Treacherous desires hold captive under the sea of forbidden passion.
Devour Unfathomed till you Plunge into my dark & embrace Infinity.

Artiste

She is a canvas for my thoughts
Swirling the hues through & over her emotions
Every stroke veils a tale of love.
And the colors express emotions forbidden to language.
Her silken beauty inspires the brushes to dance in her palette.
& only the dark knows that I paint with her light.
With a virtuoso touch, I turned into an artist & She became my Art.

Perfume

Your memory like fragrance fills the room of my heart with fire
You are the scent my soul longs to wear.

Love in the Stars

Look at the constellation in the sky
See the yearning grow as she approaches her awaiting lover
Kept apart by time & distance
Hear her stories of searching for his affection in other companions in vain
Craving to be united with the only one,
See the flames of romance rise as they meet eye-to-eye in absolute surrender
Unconcerned for conventionality or worldly demands
Nothing mattered except their union of bliss
'Come hither lover, let us no longer shy. We'll celebrate our sentiments across the galaxy. Let those who watch, long for our kind of liaison'
Dreamy eyed he answers to every fantasy of her mind
Reawakening the passion she had forgotten in his absence
Her secrets & timeless ideals warm & guarded under his armor
In faithless submission they opened their hearts & let their feelings perfect the moment
Etching their ecstasy on the heavens to be remembered forever!

Fairy tales

Love marriages should be entitled
'They lived happily ever'
Because that's how all fairy tales end.

Lover of Fantasy

Don't ask where us writers get our inspiration from,
We are faithless wanderers of unspeakable passions. 

Dream-state

I saw you whirl & float away into the waves.
The tides of my emotions where I wished you would drown.

Overflow from my mind & trickle into my eyes
Roll down as a memory then fade like a drifted sigh.