I understand that I am wrong
Forgive this heart that doesn’t cease beating
It’s just that these emotions come on strong.
I wish I could walk away
I wish I could erase the past
Simply carry on without a care
& by forgetting you, I could rest at last.
Had it been easy don’t you think I would’ve tried?
How could I forget the one who lightened me inside?
The one who made me smile & eased my frown
Who held my world when it was crashing down!
Teach me to check the tears filling these eyes
Save the body before it quietly dies
There’s only 1 hope of survival & that’s from you
Even without a chance I know you’d pull me through.
Despite trying I can’t let go
The more I hide my feelings the more it shows
Wish I could leave your hand & just turn away
But this soul would die long before the hair turn grey.
Believe me I’ve tried to leave you behind
But you’ve given the love of the purest kind
Every time I tried to leave, you bid me to remain
Now like an addict, without you, I’d go insane.